You are too young to understand this right now, and you probably will never even read this, but its been on my mind. I have so much hope for your future. I have never met you, but ive fallen in love with the idea of you. Im a sucker for babies already, but the fact that you are a part of him, the fact that he loves you makes you that much more special. And believe me he loves you soooo much. I know its hard not having him there, but believe me he wants nothing more than to be with you, and he will be soon. You are a blessing in every form of the word. I am not your mom, but trust me when i say, ill do everything in my power so that u feel that type of love and devotion from me. You have a mother who loves you with everything she's got. I don't wish to replace her at all, i only want to add on to the love and be there for you if you ever need me. I Love your Father soo much. I think you will understand because you are a part of him. I feel like he is a part of me. I hope to be a part of your life and be someone you feel like you can trust. I want to marry your father. and i want you to be the ring bearer, in your little tux. I hope to be able to give you little brothers and sisters, for you to protect and play with. Things are a little rocky at the moment but i have faith. Your Dad and I arent perfect but we are trying. Thats all you can do fat man, is try try and never give up. You gotta keep pushing until you get to where you want to be. So KayLeb, i know that you have a bright future ahead of you. Always strive to be better and never settle for anything less then you deserve. I love your father....and because of that, i love you.
_ Love Victoria
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