Overworked

My babe, bless his heart. He works so hard at what he does.  It seems he never gets a break, and I know im no help.  I gotta focus on dealing with my worries and insecurities on my own, cuz he doesnt need that stress.  I know he must tire of having to reassure me.  I get tired of having to be reassured.  But he loves me inspite of our adversities. And i can't find it in me to push him away.  Something im so used to doing.  I have alot of love to give, and I'm giving it all to him.  He wants all of me, the good the bad and the ugly, and ill give it.  In the words of the immortal Marilyn Monroe- "If you can't handle me at my worse, then you don't deserve me at my best" and he's pretty much seen my worst.  Anger sadness depression....ive bared it all and he just keeps on loving me.  My heart swells with adoration and affection.  I can't wait till the day I can open my eyes and see him smiling back at me.  The moments I share with him are so special.  It was so natural, so easy, not forced at all.  Just pure simple love.  I just can't get over the way he catered to me and took care of me when i was sick.  That is love, That is deep.  That is my husband to be.  This man, this man, this man, he sends me to the moon. He is my shining star, my guiding light, my one and only.  And I am his.  I am confident that this man would never forsake me.  I am damn sure he would never try to hurt me.  This man has a heart too big for his chest....ooo his chest...don't get me started....and his back....sigh i get weak at the thought. He carries so many troubles, struggles and burdens on his back, I wonder if he'll ever trust me enough to let me carry some of them for him.  I wonder if he already does.  He is so strong, every kind of strength, this....man....exudes.  A man...this man...my man.  Ladies be jealous, because ive caught me a keeper. A rare kind of guy that happens to be absolutley wonderfull, who stands on his own two feet and accomplishes the nearly impossible , all while putting up with sooo much shit from everybody around him. Im guilty of it myself, but im learning the err of my ways, because i do not wanna lose him. I dont wanna lose the one person that i'd be lost without.  I wish looking at pics of me or hearing my voice could destress you, but i know, pictures and skype calls are nothing compared to kisses and being embraced, we are doing something that most relationships can't handle.  Long distance is one of those dangerous relationship plagues that drives people apart. but the distance is molding us into a stronger couple, because if we can handle the usual relationship troubles when we are apart, imagine how easy and carefree it'll be when we are together.....sigh....i love you....i love you i cant say it enough baby i deep soul type love you.  The day i take your name will be the best, day of my life, rivaling only, the moment we embraced in okinawa. its getting late, and im sure you are busy :) but i love you baby Mwah take care