If you love someone let them go,

A song has been stuck in my head all day

I figured id post the lyrics so that maybe i could get it out of my head, and find some clarity.

Its I will always love you by Whitney Huston haha its kinda fitting for what im going through right now.

If I should stay,

  I would only be in your way.

  So I'll go,

 but I know

  I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way.
And I will always love you.

  I will always love you.

  You, my darling you. Hmm.

Bittersweet memories

  that is all I'm taking with me.

  So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.

  We both know I'm not what you, you need.

And I will always love you

I will always love you

I hope life treats you kind  

And I hope you have all you've dreamed of

And I wish to you, joy and happiness.  

But above all this, I wish you love.

Its impossible for me not to think about this, so im gunna try and stay as busy as someone on bedrest can get, to distract myself from the thoughts racing through my mind.  Dropping every feeling isnt something I ever prepared to have to do, but i am strong, and will do whats necessary to survive.  Im checking myself in to the hospital there is a problem i promised id resolve and im trying to keep that promise.  God never fails and I know i will be ok.  Take your time, think things through, and do what you need to do.  I will be here when you do, because my love is true.